She is a glimmer in my eye,
has been since the dawn of time,
for she is the daughter I foresee in my mind,
a lovely child with an infectious laugh,
brown curls that drip down her back,
She is only but a fantasy at this point in time,
however, I do know
that when I meet my partner
we will meet in the cosmos and bring about
this daughter of ours to life.
I left my soul in pieces around the world,
from the mountains of Alaska
in the deserts of Arizona,
in the misty mornings of Ireland.
I left my heart on the beach in California,
on the stops the memorial in D.C.,
on the train going south
without ever looking back.
I left my inner being in each corner of the world,
and I would never ask for it back,
why would I?
When I know that I was meant to be scattered
all over the map.
L’anima che si cela dietro i suoi occhi
non può comunicare le sue emozioni vere che sono nascoste all’interno,
essendo così la sua enabler di isolamento da me.
Come vorrei poter raggiungere interno,
tirare fuori di lui,
scavare una fossa
e seppellire suo insicurezze nel profondo.
Ma egli mi concede nessun accesso,
il solo accesso egli consente è il primo strato del suo cuore
per me vedere le numerose fasciature ha lasciato su di lui,
dai danni ha inflitto su di lui.
Sebbene io lo amo,
desidero conoscerlo meglio,
desidero penetrare quelle pareti,
mostrargli ciò che l amore è davvero come,
e smembrare queste menzogne che ha detto di lui ciò che l’amore era davvero.
You talk as though you are nothing,
Therefor you spend your time on others
whilst you sit at home at night patiently waiting.
Waiting for your daughter and son to come home,
Waiting for your love to fly through the door,
but little did you know my dear mother you are much more.
My mother is the brightest sun,
the one that cheers my siblings and I on.
My mother is a superhero,
she is wonder woman dressed in civilian clothes.
My mother is my moon,
for she guides me through life.
Ultimately my mother is my best friend,
for I know she will stay with me till the very end.
In the sunlight you dance,
with your sundress flowing with you,
deflecting the rays from hitting my face.
Sitting here I can soak this all up,
the scent of fresh grass swirls around,
the sun dances upon our skin,
with your sundress pressed up against you,
enjoying the beauty around us.
Your eyes are closed,
arms wide open as you dance,
twirling in the spring afternoon,
while you wear your favorite dress.
My sweet love,
I love it when you are happy,
it is when you wear that dress,
and the sun soaks deep into your skin.
Everytime I hear your name
my face gets flushed,
heart beats faster,
and hands begins to get sweaty.
One of these days
you will read one of these poems,
and see how much you mean to me.
Everytime we talk I can’t help but stay quiet,
so I can just listen your voice,
and dive deeper in love,
as I see the twinkle in your eyes
while you talk about the things you enjoy.
‘Cause I’m fallin’,
this happens everytime I’m around you,
I keep on fallin’,
fallin’ in love.
Sitting here in the café where we first met
brings back so many memories
that shake the table,
making its presence known,
as I have a meltdown.
This makes me wonder,
what it must feel like for you,
do you see my silhouette in the window,
or do you smell my fragrance in the wind?
I try to turn the corner
when a bitter memory resurfaces,
as I treat it as if it were a monster.
Sitting here at this table,
the shaking quickly fades away,
leaving me staring at the empty space
in front of me.